My mild OCD dictates a lot of things in my life: how I do things, when I do things, arranging things, time management.
My confession is that having a sub, training my sub, is also training for me. I’m so used to doing things on my own that my instinct is to ‘just do it.’ There’s been times I’m struggling with something and my sub will say, “Miss Dion, you know I can help with that.” Or “Miss Dion, you know I can do that for you.” It stops me in my tracks every time. I look at him and say, “You’re right. Do it.” He happily complies. Sometimes, he’s like a guy who sees a damsel in distress and is simply waiting to be asked for help. Other times, he’ll “just do it,” depending on what it is and if he needs instructions or not.
As a Mistress I wasn’t ashamed to tell him, “As I’m training you, I’m also training myself.” Being independent leads me to do everything on my own. Having a sub is a freeing feeling in the realization that I don’t have to do everything on my own. He enjoys serving and he’s wonderful at it. I appreciate his help and his service. It’s nice to sit back and be waited on and it’s an added thrill knowing he enjoys doing it.
Do you have any confessions as a Dom, Domme, Master, Mistress, or Goddess?
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